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Sunday, December 5, 2010, 1:24 PM
5th December 2010
Here am I again,feeling in tensed mood. Yea,this is my y1s2 and my finals are by next week.I am still wondering in my course,like a blinded fool.
What I am facing now is a dilemma.As usual, it is just a problem that occurred.It is regarding to my studies.I am currently studying Business Information System,yes it is the business with additional of Information system subs. Before I took this,i thought that it is more to business studies and less to IT.As time goes, I found out that the more I am in to this course,the more I am lost.
I have tell and said out many many many many times which stated clear that I am just a Form6 grad and not a foundation or a diploma grad. This has become a major disadvantage to all who have not study any foundation or diploma.They will study and touch a little accounting,java,programming and others.But I have nothing just with my maths and physics.How am I suppose to study such a subject where I am a nobody.I try to find my closest friend to talk with but there aren't any or they are just busy.It looks more like I am alone,very alone.....
I dare not to find YewSon or SzeTo to talk about it because they just seems to be busy or just too busy.So I always keep everything inside of me.I do have other close friend,but then,do you know how boys feel?
They rarely talk about their problems unlike the girls.If we do talk,it means real big problem,and we prefer some privacy.I am just an idiot who can't think about a path that suits me best and i can say,I really a lost duckling with no direction at all....
I wish that I have more choices and capital power but due to my family income,I can't expect more on it.I know is stupid that I change course now,but I really not suitable to continues IT sub because i feel like it is a waste of time and my aim is not to be a programmer or a java writer.I just want something which is related to social and public.However,my mom has strictly prohibited me to take PR and i know that Pr course is useless.So I have no choice but to pick other course.Now I found that the Marketing course is quite on my radar and I just wondering on it currently whether I should take it or not?
Arh,,,,in a bad situation now.Quite down and hopeless.I was lucky enough that someone has appeared few days ago and she quite concern about me.She give me lot of advise,bringing me out of some disturbance,sadness, and so.
A very big thankiew to you,without u,i don't know who else i can talk to...missing you le,xD
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