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Friday, December 31, 2010, 12:55 AM
31st Dec 2010
Is New Year eve today.I just spend the last 4 hours on buying my CNY shirts just now because the clothes price will be going up to 30% by next year,and that will cause a big burden to every low income family.So, my mom decided to buy it by this few days.
Even is the New Year Eve,I don't really enjoy it.Can be said that another miserable scenario happen on me.I just don't understand why does we have to fall in love.Alright,I know is ok to fall in love but for me,I always fall on the wrong time and wrong place.
It is saddening to find out that the person you court has been targeted by your own friend.I always watch a lot of dramas where the main character will always have to compete with their best friend for the girlfriend.And right now,I am in the situation.
I always thought that I should work harder,be sincere and that should be enough but somehow it is just not enough.First of all,I guess I don't know chinese wherelse my friend does.This has give him a lot of advantages like jokes,flirt stuffs,good things and so.How many things that you find it interesting or good when it is written in English?I can say that it is hardly to be found.
Well,I just know that I am loser ALWAYS. Since when I have successful?
You always heard that life has ups and downs but for me DOWNS are more to me and UPs are rare.
So,after some considerations,and some scolding my my true friend,I made a decision,a tough decision,which is letting her to be with him.I know I can't give her more joy compare to my friend,I know that I can't understand chinese words which is easily deliver via her,I know that I am always far apart from her,I know that my EMO-NESS will bring her more stress,I just know that my friend is a better choice to her ><
So,my dear friend,I trust you and so plz,fulfil the trust that I gave you.You know,I might be too random,wild,emo and sarcastic sometimes,but I always know what am I doing.It is just the way I can find laughter among you all and to release my tensions.Without my wildness,I can hardly live.
And I am telling you,if I found out that you are not treating her well or is playing her feelings,I'm sure to be the one who whack you up,I swear ok.
The emotion just drive me crazy and I know that those who know me,you never knew what I'm capable of....I am just another reborn of Albert Einstein...
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