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Thursday, September 30, 2010, 10:45 PM
30th Spetember 2010
Here comes the end of month September and October is here.My day is coming and I am not feeling that right.Something is missing in my life.I guess is my problem which makes everyone feel uncomfortable.I am a human,with feelings.I will happy,sad,hurt,disappointed and so on.I really felt that I am not the one who people find it humorous.I usually can get along with my friends very easy.Look at the new friends I get with,they like me but how about others?I mean those who am a friend to me since ages ago.I felt like you guys have forgotten your part on me.I always thought that I am special,bringing out out sort of ideas which satisfy you.In fact,is a NO.
I don't know why that I am being treat differently now.Maybe the depression I suffered in Form6,being alone,being dump,being alone,being dump,being alone again.
Is kind of sad that I did everything.I don't know whether I sacrifice my Form6 friends is a wise choice or what.I have been a lone RANGER ever since.I thought I have found friends again and then I was drop out again.Then being rejected,that is awful.
I dunno to blame or not to blame.Feel like dying.I am sad,real sad about what is happening on me.I thought there will be message to send to me.But,it turn out that no one cares.Why must I always move the first move?
I am so sick......
I am so bored......
Why am I the only one who remember the funs we had,the joy we shared?Now, you told me that you find new friends?How about me?
I am so sucks.TO be unable to let go what has passed.To remember every single moment we go through.
Maybe I should throw all my friends away,and look for new friends.Why?
Coz they just dont care about me and at least the new friends will talk a bit bout you.
Is not a matter gay,ok?
Is a feeling which I unable to express.Even there is a little girls which I would like to speak with,but they won't.
Everyone seems to be busy.
But at least spend some time with me.
I am so alone again.....
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