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Friday, September 10, 2010, 12:57 AM
10 Sept 2010
Another day of studying at midnight.
This is ridiculous because studying late at night is better than the afternoon.
I really don't understand at all why I like to study at night.
3 more days I will go back Kampar and continue my journey which will be my last battle..
haiz,recently,I also duno what I should do.I was a bit blur on the road I pick.Feeling lonely now. I am not sure who is the person I should talk with when I am sad or happy.In all of a sudden,she appear in my mind.Maybe,is my fault on doing that.You know,breaking someone's heart is bad.And I have no choice at all because I have too.I feel like I am not that good enough to secure a relationship as we are far apart.So,I have to make the move where we don't need to fall deeper.To regret now,is not an option now, because I had done it and there is no turning back.
Nowadays,many of my friends saying that I am childish.
Yea a problem which struck my mind most of the times.Well,I dunno how to comment about this matter la but I try to understand why they call me childish.Ok,maybe is the way I play is too BIG or UNPREDICTABLE la and most of them will say it childish.The way I did is because of I prefer to enjoy to the max rather than doing something boring.I enjoy to see my friends to laugh as much as possible.Their laughter will make me feel better..But,I often think like an adult before I did something.You may not be aware of the thing I did behind but is for everyone's own good,I swear.It just that you all can't see from the outside and you have to see it through deep measurements.
Let me tell you that,
Just fuck it and live it.But that word is very hurt towards me and I always sit at a corner thinking hard again.I might be stupid and always learn things on the hard way but never underestimate my strength to achieve greater heights,you do not know what I am capable of.For example,when you accidentally fell on the floor,you might not know is my act..
I just like to learn new things and teach those who need it,I always like to share if it is in my limit.That is just the natural me for doing that.
Lastly,I just want to say.........
I just want to warn those people that I am the hidden pig that act like the tiger
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