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Thursday, July 2, 2009, 10:52 PM
3rd July 2009
Today is the launching of MBS Idol and also the Chinese society Chinese song contest.I ran a lot because I am the Judge for MBS Idol and also the participant for the Chinese song singing competition.The MBS Idol performance has a few talents found and it will be quite interesting for this time.And once again,I can sing agian in the chinese singing competition because I enter final liao ma.Last year we can't get any trophy is because the Upper 6 has blackmailed the teachers coz only the upper 6 won it and they sang terribly.
Although I managed to enter final,I feel quite moody right now while I am blogging..I feel like everyone is being just themselves and I don't really like it.They like having thier own world and become even more selfish as STPM is coming nearer.Everyone looks so cool just like the end of the world.For what to be so stress?Maybe I am not as clever as u all but I try not to get distracted.
Everyone like the photo that I took with her and what is the thing going on now is everyone thought that we are together but the truth is NONONONO!!!
I still hope that it is truth but the percentage for it to be true is very slight,around 10%.I was told that not to give up that easily but I have already try for 1year plus?somewhere around there but the probability just won't go up....
I had a talk on the NO APOLOGY and they told us something..
If u love someone,U can be patient and wait for her to accept you...
but what if she really no feeling on you and u are being a dummy all this time?This question is running around my brain and I can't get a good solution..
Yesterday,I played a psychology test and I always believe on this because everytime it was 90% accurate.What is the problem I facing now?
Well,I am lack of love..I am those type of ppl who can get energy from being love and even in a strong friendship.The more I am alone,the more I weaker..
Seriously,after thinking it a while,I do felt like I need love.When I get love from her,I do feel that I have more strenght in studying or doing anything and even friends that has always support me..
But now,I lost both precious stuffs that encourage me most..
Can I love you?I really love you,I will say unlimited times eventhough u hate or dunwan to hear about it because I am someone who is serious about love
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