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Thursday, July 30, 2009, 8:22 PM
23rd July 2009
Recently,many things happen
I wasn't that happy either
I was suffering from a bad dream to another bad dream
I wish so hard for it to end and it lasted for 2months maybe
I tried most of the ways to let go of my bad feelings.What I did?
-I played badminton
-I scold people
-I act very cool
-I do stupid stuffs
-I shout and act like Tau Juan
-I avoid people from coming near to me
See,I am so crazy with the lame things.I went to disturb my classmates and even get scolded.I just need some good scolding that can wake me up
What I face seriously was the friendship matter
I was having a very bad relationship with almost all my close friends in class
Lame huh?
I am almost 19years old and complain bout this thing but I really can't stand it ma.For 2months I have been suffering on this.I really need someone that I trusted to talk with but I dunno what kind of misunderstanding and made us out blind-folded and can't think properly.So I let the wise one to decide what to do.
THE TIME
One second by another second passed and never stop.I worked hard to secured something.Luckily I met someone who willing to listen and help me out.I just keep talking and ask this and that.This person i should call PERSON A who I really need to hug,I meant a good freaking strong hug to this PERSON A.It generates out a weird relationship and I really dunno how to describe it.Erm,I think I should not tell much about it.Let's remain a secret....
Erm,STPM is very near and yet,I am still not very serious on my studies.I really started to study a little by little,10%?Hope that will increase to 87% after I enjoy all my stuffs but time is really not allowing me to do so..
I really hope that I can understand more what Pn.Chan is teaching me and giving more attention to my group as she concentrate a lot on the other group which neglected us....
I hope Mr.Thong will continue his rubbish which I consider very useful for me to fire up my speed.
I hope Ms.Yap will ask me more questions and willing to help me out.
I hope Pn.Mazlini will still sayang us like her own children where we feel very warm and safe..
I hope Pn.Wong allow us more to have grouping so that we can discuss MUET(HAHA)
I do hope that all my friends,families will be very fine
I hope the 3 person that having misunderstanding with me would have been closer because I really miss one of them and the Newcomer will not leave me
 Can I get what I wanted that much so that I can be happier?
There will always hope and new things occuring so that U feel new
 
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