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Sunday, June 21, 2009, 8:33 PM
21st June 2009
Another thing that I wanted to post...
I trying very very hard to forget about her.Evnethough it does hurt,I still continue to do it since everything is not possible anymore..Sad thing to say too ><
And,I have this weird dream
The dream is like this,I saw my soul flying out from my body(translate in cantonis),wondering around every single part.It looks more like a dead person.What I cant let most is still HER.
I followed her all around and this weird situation happened.She was following her mother's car to go somewhere(dun ask me where is it)
Then,her mom parked the car next to the road side,I was flying behind them,chasing them.
And then,I saw a lorry,carrying a lot of zinc which is very thin,LOST control and crashed on them.Those Zinc which were held behind,fly over and sliced throught the car.You know what happen?
I saw her front face was sliced out and her mom's head was cut off right in front of my eyes.I was stunned on what was happening...
I went near them,opened the door,and got her out from the car...My hand was fulled with blood.I can't really believe what I have notice.Both of them were not moving.I tested them whether they still alive but a nigative sign shown.
My tears started to drop,cried loudly,hugging her tightly,screaming to her,not to leave me.It is already too late for me to tell her that,I really Love her................
I was so sad and freezed in the moment and suddenly,a voice was head beside my ears.
Man Jung.Man Jung.Is me.Man Jung,can you hear me?
Yea,I heard her loud and clear.I turned back and I saw her.It was her soul and even her mother is standing next beside her...
I was still crying,but once I saw her,I was happy and hugged her immediately.What I shock most is that,I managed to hug her too...She spoke something to me.
Man Jung,sory for not seriously telling you my feelings.I do love you but I just dare not to accept it.I just worried and now,I also felt very s0rry that,I didnt manage to tell you that,I love you too.Now, is already too late to say it.I am dead now,along with my mother.I just dunno what to say or what to tell her.
Her mom told me that she knew that I am a good,kind,caring person,an extinction type of male that every single girl dream of,you may find another good girlfriend in future.They told me that they now dead and can never continue thier life...
When I wanted to tell them not to worry,I found out that our distance is getting further and they waving at me.I run towards them but I can't chased them.
I woke up,with a fast beating heart,tears on my face,sweat on my forehead.
It was dream,a bad dream.I was so scared and immediately sms her at 8morning.I had her reply on 12,my heart just slowlyt to relax,and I feel glad that,it is just a dream.
No matter how much i try,I am still afraid to lose her....
Am I being stupid or just that I really found the person that I really wanted to be together with?
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