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Sunday, February 15, 2009, 10:59 PM
15th Feb 2009
Exam is around the corner.Many things that I have not study and yet not to be understand....
Sometimes,I feel like I much likely a useless guy who cant even finish a task properly.I try very hard to finish it but I just could not.I have to use some reference to do my homework.I can't even remember the formulas and most probably is the Chemistry...
Well,to be honest,I dun even like a single chapter in Chemistry.I just dunno why.I can't even get myself to study chemistry properly.I try to put my effort on it but it does not pay off.So,I am much likely giving up Chemistry.Even I can't find anyone to teach me Chemistry.Plz,don't call me to find Pn.Chan.Not to say she is not good but she gave us some kind of weird chakra which a creepy feeling from her.
Just scary...
I am not criticizing Pn.Chan but I am just a useless guy.
Even I find myself not very good in Maths nowadays.I used to be not to listen to teacher teaching in front and when I dun understand, I had Chee Hoong beside me and willing to teach me one by one and the result pay off.I score A1 for him,HAHA(very thank you for him for spending time for me)I owe him one..
Now,almost each subject I have to do it all by myself..
During Form 5,I have a bunch of friends who can sit down thinking out the solution together.Maybe we go to the weaker one to help him out and Everyone is doin great.We,with the strong bond and most likely stronger then metallic bond.I really miss the class in Form 5.....
Jokes we had,bad times,good times and sweet memories are all kept in my heart in a special place.Now,I can only count on myself coz I dunno why,our bond in current class is not that strong...Some is selfish,some is too cool,some too quiet,some too weird,some who u asked then was like not willing to teach.
IS this some kind of attitude u show to ur fren?
I treat them as my brothers and sisters but they give me this kind of shit?
Dun get me that piss off.I know I had mentioned this many times but I had not burst out once.I really can be 100% more worst then Mr.Thong.Just dun wan to be that kind of crazy man.It will be very disaster coz I am those who suicide type.I can shout on everyone that I dun like....
Patient!!!!
How to find the one who can help me?
I really need a god here to get me out from this problem.I am very afraid now. Each and everyday,STPM is nearer and nearer.I am most like to be scared of chemistry.I have work very hard on PHys and Maths.At least I try!!!
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