Today is our Mr.Handsome burfday,Chester

Wish him all da best in the cuming days
Hope he can grow taller and I bet that more girls will come to u
LOL
what we could have been, 7:57 PM.
Everyone on this world has different perspective and aims and so do I.Today's topic is about left handed like me.The wise one has spoken that LEFT-HANDED are far more brilliant in art and mathematics.They are gifted but the are from Devils.They can think very creatively and make the difference if they really want to try to.
So,I will start to work extremely hard in order to get 3.0 above for my STPM.The problem is that I can't achieve that in MBS coz they mark far more strict.I bought plenty of books for revision and goin to study soon..
About the post yesterday,many has told me that,it is so touching,LOL....
but it is true,no story making here!!
There is someone who I dunno what the heck is wrong with him and he remain so cool until I got fed up with him.So like to act cool huh?
Too bad,u are not up to the quality yet,I know you are here but dun over limit coz when I explode,I scare that u are in big trouble...
Another thing was,the girls decided to tell me what type of guy am I.They say I very childish,selfish,hard-neck,pointless,brainless,and etc.This is what I remember la..
Let me tell you,what does all the sentence means..
If I am
childish,you all are 100times even more childish than I.Thinking all the craps,without using brain,all sort of bullshit that never care for someone.Have u ever thank someone after he/she did something great for u all?I tell you now,the answer is NO.This is opinion,you all have not thank me even once for what I did to you all and even complain the things back at me about anything.If u are so PRO,why don't you all conduct it all by yourself?
I being
selfish.I am selfish,I won't spend my efforts and times to organise all the things for you all and I didn't even enjoy it coz all the craps u given to me..
Hard-necked.OK la,this one I admit.I am those who Chang Dou Dai...
Pointless and brainless.Looks like they are so smart and I am not up to the quality of them..
And to those who feel that they are one of them,dun be guilty,dun be sad..U can change
This is not back-stabbed but I am typing right here
what we could have been, 8:04 PM.
Another thing that I wanted to post...
I trying very very hard to forget about her.Evnethough it does hurt,I still continue to do it since everything is not possible anymore..Sad thing to say too ><
And,I have this
weird dreamThe dream is like this,I saw my soul flying out from my body(translate in cantonis),wondering around every single part.It looks more like a dead person.What I cant let most is still
HER.I followed her all around and this weird situation happened.She was following her mother's car to go somewhere(dun ask me where is it)
Then,her mom parked the car next to the road side,I was flying behind them,chasing them.
And then,I saw a lorry,carrying a lot of zinc which is very thin,
LOST control and crashed on them.Those Zinc which were held behind,fly over and sliced throught the car.You know what happen?
I saw her front face was sliced out and her mom's head was cut off right in front of my eyes.I was stunned on what was happening...I went near them,opened the door,and got her out from the car...My hand was fulled with blood.I can't really believe what I have notice.Both of them were not moving.I tested them whether they still alive but a nigative sign shown.
My tears started to drop,cried loudly,hugging her tightly,screaming to her,not to leave me.It is already too late for me to tell her that,I really Love her................I was so sad and freezed in the moment and suddenly,a voice was head beside my ears.
Man Jung.Man Jung.Is me.Man Jung,can you hear me?Yea,I heard her loud and clear.I turned back and I saw her.It was her soul and even her mother is standing next beside her...
I was still crying,but once I saw her,I was happy and hugged her immediately.What I shock most is that,I managed to hug her too...She spoke something to me.
Man Jung,sory for not seriously telling you my feelings.I do love you but I just dare not to accept it.I just worried and now,I also felt very s0rry that,I didnt manage to tell you that,I love you too.Now, is already too late to say it.I am dead now,along with my mother.I just dunno what to say or what to tell her.Her mom told me that she knew that I am a good,kind,caring person,an extinction type of male that every single girl dream of,you may find another good girlfriend in future.They told me that they now dead and can never continue thier life...
When I wanted to tell them not to worry,I found out that
our distance is getting further and they waving at me.I run towards them but I can't chased them.
I woke up,with a fast beating heart,tears on my face,sweat on my forehead.It was dream,a bad dream.I was so scared and immediately sms her at 8morning.I had her reply on 12,my heart just slowlyt to relax,and I feel glad that,
it is just a dream.No matter how much i try,I am still afraid to lose her....Am I being stupid or just that I really found the person that I really wanted to be together with?
what we could have been, 8:33 PM.
Today is a special day for my fren....
The clock strucked 12am!!!!
completely forget about this guy,Yew Son Burfday.So,quickly plan stuffs to celebrate for him
Almost complete but due to lack of people,the plan has postponed to next week Sunday as a BELATED BURFDAY celebration

In year 2007,his look is like this

After a day changed,his hair is like this
2008,I can't get any of his photos
And now,the year 2009

He become like this
Sorry for not making the celebration tml,and hope u always happy,always act cute non-stop
Bless u with the good 19th BUrfday
CIaoz bro
what we could have been, 11:25 PM.
I specially dedicate this song to her
This song was sung by Backstreet Boys and I hope that SHE does know that I am not playing the fool
This song entitled
Shape of My HeartBaby, please try to forgive me
Stay here dont put out the glow
Hold me now dont bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that Ive become, oh yeah
Lookin back on the things Ive done
I was tryin to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Send in this beautiful loneliness thats tragical
So help me I cant win this war, oh no
Touch me now dont bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man Ive become
Lookin back on the things Ive done
I was tryin to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Im here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I dont know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart
Im lookin back on things Ive done
I never wanna play the same old part
Ill keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Lookin back on the things Ive done
I was tryin to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Lookin back on the things Ive done
I was tryin to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Show you the shape of my heart
what we could have been, 8:06 PM.
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged.
WHAT WAS YOUR :
1. Last beverage : Mineral Water
2. Last phone call : My mom
3. Last text message : Phui Moon
4. Last song you listened to : Ai dau Fung Dian
5. Last time you cried : how the heck I knew?
HAVE YOU EVER :
6. Dated someone twice : yea
7. Been cheated on : of coz
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : I still have my first kiss
9. Lost someone special : yes
10. Been depressed : yes
11. Been drunk and threw up : I didnt drunk but always thot that I'm Drunk due to my red face..
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS :
12. Blue
13. purple
14. Red
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU : (2009)
15. Made a new friend : PLenty
16. Fallen out of love : I wish that I wont fall in love with her
17. Laughed until you cried : not yet
18. Met someone who changed you : no?
19. Found out who your true friends were : I ady have my buddies
20. Found out someone was talking about you : yea
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : none
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : Majority
23.How many kids do you want? : 3 gua
24. Do you have any pets : all died
25. Do you want to change your name: Maybe in the end of the year
26. What did you do for your last birthday : My Clancy celebrated for me where I have a little memorable stuff
27. What time did you wake up today : 6.20am
28. What were you doing at midnight : trying to beat insomia
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : scoring flying colours in STPM
30. Last time you saw your Mother : just now
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wan to tell her ' i really love u'
32. What are you listening to right now : Nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : TOm?Tommy zhai.LOL
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : ten fingers also count cant finish
35. Most visited webpage : MY blog la
36. Whats your real name : Shim Man Jung
37. Nicknames : Smith,Forest King,Master of All Wild-X, etc....
38. Relationship Status : Single
39. Zodiac sign : Libra
40. Male or female? : male
41. Primary School? : SK (L) Methodist
42. Secondary School? : SMK (L) Methodist
43. High school/college? : FOrm 6
45. Long or short : I wan longer
46. Height : 179cm
47 Do you have a crush on someone? : yes~
48: What do you like about yourself? : My 24hours non-stop mouth
49. Piercings : Gays
51. Righty or lefty : Lefty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery : nope
53. First piercing : none
54. First best friend : JanSon Wong Jian Xiong,LOL
55. First sport you joined : Fighting
56. First vacation : Genting Highland?
59. Eating: i'm full now~
60. Drinking: yakult
61. I'm about to: Makan Satay as supper
62. Listening to : Nothing
63. Waiting for: the time to rock
64. Want kids? : who dun wan kids,they are so adorable
65. Get Married? : around 28???
66. Career? : in the physics field
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Rape
69. Shorter or taller: Shorter
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: depends on my girlfren
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: err.. sensitive?
74. Hook-up or relationship: hook Up ,haiz
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker....
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: still have my first kiss lo
77. Drank hard liquor: yup
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date:u are so chi ma gan
80. Broken someone's heart: I 'm too soft
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down : haha, i think yea?
84. Cried when someone died: ya
85. Fallen for a friend?: ya
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: always
87. Miracles: sometimes
88. Love at first sight: yes!!!!!!
89. Heaven: yea
90. Santa Claus: yea
91. Kiss on the first date: let's c who is da lucky girl.. haha
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
96. Ever cheated on somebody? : who,if there is,he must be sucking
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? Seriously,the time where we groamed in Form 5
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? IN her house?
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? yes
I tag
SzeTo
Choo
KiYun
KaiYunn
what we could have been, 8:54 PM.
As I promise,here are the pictures.However there is some problems when I uploading the pictures coz it take so much time to upload due to the size of the pictures..I only took a few best shot to be posted here...

happy family

VIncent and I

Inside Mahkota Parade

LiYin and Phui Moon

Xin Yi's Ah Ma aka our Ah Ma

One of the Chinese temple

They guy who brought sarung along

The girls

Hap Ziu
what we could have been, 8:26 PM.
I am back from Melaka trip and it is totally a disaster...
Details are a bit clumpsy,SORRY
First of all
I am the
organiserI set or the details about the trip and where to meet
I asked everyone to gather at school on Tuesday at 9am
I came earlier at 8am and waited them like an
Idiot...
Waited till 9.30++ and not even a single person appeared
a
sms came from a girl
~where are u?
~I told her that I am waiting for everyone in scoo since 8am and no one turned up
~YOu know what she replied?
~We all waiting at PlazaRakyat station
OF coz I angry la, I told everyone wait at scoo and everyone went there to wait without noticing me,FIne,as they wished,I rushed there and then,some said that they have not eaten yet..
This another thing that give me another blow
I had told everyone to prepare their food before departuring..Quickly,they went to eat...
Hope everything is goin smoothly but once we reached hotel,another problem occurred
We
have to book another room as the number of users are too many...
Took 10minutes to settle it...
As we promised,we have to go Xin Yi house to makan lunch,we went there and have it,we were delighted to her grandma for being so nice to us,Thx a lot....
SHe offerred that dinner is available too and I told her around 8plus we reach there
We then walked around Melaka and have few shots....
By,6pm we went back to Hotel and have a rest with baths...The guys were ready up at 8.45pm and for the girls,nonsense appeared...there were still
2 buggers where they have not bath yetYou know what,when u promise someone,u have to fulfil it buden it is almost 9 and they aren't rdy...
Have to call Xinyi to apologise la,or else their family waiting for us to have dinner together right...
Night time we were going to Bar for a drink,as I said,everyone must drink but
2 buggers not drinking....As I want to add more beers,
they say I am drunk,HOly Shit!!!
It just the first beer I took and they say I drunk?
FIne fine fine,back to hotel then...
Next day,we woke at 8 and preparing to go to walk around,a Sms came fron Xin Yi stating that she is
not joining us for the walk...
Fine with it,we walked ourselves and and I told everyone that we were goin to watch DraG me to Hell at 1115pm but as we reached Mahkota Parade to book ticket,
the time changed to 1145pm..what is difference between 30minutes?IS the newspaper error la......
MOvie cancelled and another movie was selected(TERMINATOR SALVATION)
I wasn't happy coz there is someone in the group was
treated unfairly and
another person who avoiding me hellly....Then we walk around and went back to hotel to rest...As the boys rdy up again,the girls were rdy too but
they wore too fancy..The plan was cancelled due to majority did not agree with it but then they wore it,so the boys have to cracked their head to wear smarter...
Problem solved and we went to hunt dinner...
Common sense here,we wore so smart,should we eating at mamak???
of coz NO and the girls
want to eat claster food and the best part is claster food is more EXPENSIVE and their budget is LESS then RM30...
Isn't the funniest thing...
We have to hunt one restaurant to another restaurant to get what they asked for,and in the end we found it...
Later on, we went to watch movie and nothing happen....
THe next day,we packed up stuffs and back home....
Overall,12 unwanted events happen and it makes me very not sastified with it....
PIctures are to upload soon...
what we could have been, 10:58 PM.
I do have a friends and mostly are brothers..
To me,a friend that I treasure will have a lot of respect from me
and those who don't treat me as a friend,they will gain nothing
Erm,I will share some of my brothers which are closest to me
Joel Wong Joon Meng a.k.a walking dictionary-He is born with very unbelievable English vocabs
-A friend who has de same BOD as mine
-An elder brother of me in 1 2 hours..
-A friend that always talk with me
-Someone who always encourage me to fight for the one whom I love
-The right winger
-A smile from him would be fantastic
Sze To Tze Hang a.k.a future leader-a person who I really respect
-intelligent skills and tricks
-swear upon his words
-right striker
-Kind hearted friend
-hear my troubles all the time
-scold me with the wise opinion
Cheong Yew Son a.k.a Fei Kei Lou-a smile where 1000 girls attracted to
-for me,his smile sucks
-Stylist
-Full of tricks as Sze To
-friend that always remind me to eat Shyt
-But,he is still a guy with trust
Choo Wai Kien a.k.a Speaker-a man who swear upon his balls too
-has a voice with 1000Hz frequency(beat Moey Yoke Lai)
-a sprinter who can run and avoid stuffs
-another leader where a lot ppl respect
-central midfielder
Andrew Lee Wei Lin- a guy with slight bravery but dare enough to scold u vulgars
-can't pronouns mosquito in cantonis properly
-guy that couldn't live with cash
-still a kind guy
-Central midfielder
Yap Ki-Yun a.k.a Korean looking guy-when he smiles,u cant even locate his eyes
-a guy who bring alot of jokes that entertain ppl
-speak with great english too
-fat ass that can on field
-Striker
There are still alot of friends that I treasure but lazy to type ady
For example members of Morianz 07,Chee Lek,Seng Hang,Win Yip,Dennis,Jason Ng,Dennis,Eric,Khew,Meng Shen,and lots lots more
there are girls but they wont view my blog so I shall rest my hands
XD
I present a poem for u all
A friend is someone who u need
They are given trust and will help when U are in trouble
They will not leave you behind
They will try their best
to bring you out from darkness
never let you down
Will share their underwear with you(except girls)
Friends are like my family
I can't neglect my friends from trouble
I even hurt myself in order to make a friend happier
Coz,Smith Shim is a Man of trustworthy
what we could have been, 4:44 PM.
Another boring day and the holidays were half way tru....
During the night time,my sis wanted to buy shoes and I was assigned to accompany her.As there is nothing to do during the night,suggested to watch movie.Separate to 2 paths and I went to buy movie tickets.Plan to watch
NOTM but the tickets being sold out.I picked on the
Hannah the Montanna movie although I dunno much about that movie.Just a movie with a lots of singing...
That movie is quite interesting.It is about a young teenager who has 2 different life and have to hide it.Being Miley and Hannah at the same times is tough.
For more details,go to watch the movie.It will be best if u watch with ur couple...
4days to count down b4 goin Malacca
what we could have been, 1:56 PM.
Next week Tuesday,I am goin to Malacca to have a class trip
It is my first ever outside KL trip I organised
I was a nervous but through the guidance of Joel,Vincent and few more frens
I managed to make it
Today,I went to buy ticket and the unusual thing was she was with me
I was so so so happy
that she is willing to accompany me although it is just a while
we walk to the PuduRaya
and chat all the way
It has been so long that we have not walking out together
hope the moments will come
XD
I know
I know
Being stupid ma
what we could have been, 12:08 AM.