Exam has over,My score sux,damm fed up..... Nid to get a the best shot on trial no more play play and I find Alan Smith in youtube
During the time he in Manu,he is invisible WHo say that he didnt score vital goals for Manu?
HE did,k?
let's see his video
He is unbelievable strong and I am always Smith Shim
Monday, May 25, 2009, 8:54 PM
26th June 2009
I need a very warm hug from her or my bested buddies...
I really need it very much That hug is important coz I can feel safer when you are around Stress has overcome me and I dunno how to overcome it
Cracking my head for solutions for chemistry and physics paper tomorrow
Today,due to the stress i facing,I went down to 5Mori,our very own home where u feel absolutely stress-free,(SERIOUSLY)
I sit back on my own sit refreshing my memories back there.I still remember that I played police role on the front door and those fists we punched on the back...Let me tell u something,I felt like our class was haunted ady....
From the moment I enter it,My bulu roma naik non-stop .As u know,i can sense de right,so I call him not to kacau but that fellow keep stand right beside me,damm him..... After staying there for 1hour,I really out of stress HEHE
Sunday, May 24, 2009, 9:26 PM
25th June 2009
It has been a week that I did not update my blog.Currently having exam and I am spending 3minutes to update now...
First of all,I thought I did very well in my chemistry paper 1 and i had it many corrects out of 50 questions,buden,when I get back my papers,sad to announce that I score only half,how terrible it is..From joy to sad.What is the best part was she handed the papers before the PA paper and I am absolutely very down to sit on that paper,All my moods gone straight away.IN the end,I ended up a mistake on my graph,sad thing again...
I cried,i bathed in the toilet just to cool myself up...I guess that I am failing my chemistry once again and not passing the paper once in my life except SPM la....
Today story is my sis was fetching me to pasar malam and half way tru,she scared me off.I called her stop and I will be the driver,then when we reached to pasar malam,bought some drinks and back to home coz that pasar malam wasn't that interesting...
ON the way back,I saw this ......
A shooting star,damm lucky...I make a wish that I hope that we will be OK..Will my wish be fulfiled? I really hope that it can be fulfil....
Arigato
back to study le,Ciaoz, Muet paper tml but studying for Chemsitry instead.
Thursday, May 14, 2009, 6:57 PM
14th May 2009
Another blink of an eye,we are almost in the middle of 2009.Time passes swiftly....
This few days,I am back to action...
what action? Erm, my latest ability that is EMO
MId term exam is on next week..And again,I think I have prepare but dunno whether I can score this time..The problem is I do understand but just the formulas that make me crazy.We have maths formula where the trigo owns enough, Chemistry where the organic is superb and Physics which is fantastic....All of thier formulas add together and form 100++ formulas...
Erm,today I saw something which I shouldn't see.If u dun wan to see me,is fine to me and u can directly go straight forward to me.U dun have to hide here and there.And I don't think that it is funny and I am very serious bout it...
I have make alot of new friends from last year till now and I lost 2 of the friends where I put my trust on..One of them is someone who I really dun wan to forget and to be kept in my heart forever and another one was someone who I really really trust and in the end,I was like a foe for him....
What else I can lose now?I dun think God is by my side(sorry not christian) and what I believe in so much is neither happening..All my secondary buddies cannot been seen always,and my stress level has gone beyond the limit..
Haiz,who can I lay my head on?
Sunday, May 10, 2009, 10:40 PM
10th May 2009
This song was sang by JJ Lin entitled 我还想她.Although I am not truly 100% understand the meaning of this lyrics.I know that the expression when singing this song is the same as I have right now..(PLz dun mind this old song but it really has a good meaning in it especially when I sing it,no doubt) I can't blame no one but just myself...
The idiot Smith Shim
泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过 究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白办不到的承诺 就成了枷锁 现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她我不爱她 笑着难过自我惩罚 想终止这一切挣扎 横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她 恨总比爱容易放下 当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白办不到的承诺 就成了枷锁 现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她我不爱她 笑着难过自我惩罚 想终止这一切挣扎 横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她 恨总比爱容易放下 当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默代替所有回答
我不爱我不痛我不懂 我的心早已掏空 真心话言不由衷
请告诉她我不爱她 笑着难过自我惩罚 想终止这一切挣扎 横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她 恨总比爱容易放下 当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默代替所有回答
别告诉她我还想她 就让沉默代替所有回答
By the way,today is Mother's Day.Wish everyone has a memorable MOTHER'S DAY....
Saturday, May 9, 2009, 12:01 AM
8th May 2009
I have do whatever I can to secure her but,everything seems to be not working
I sat by a tree and start to think hard Am I foolish? Or really in love?
Love is complicated U might got backstabbed by someone
But when this turn up It has to be something that I wish not to lose I shall wait for her to return
I will wait her again if there is fate among us I really love you from the bottom of my heart
~~Sweet moments are hard to be forgotten~~
Tuesday, May 5, 2009, 10:30 PM
5 May 2009
I have been very lazy to update.Many things to be updated but I didn't.. Just not that free.Too compact ady
Exam is around the corner and I still day dreaming although I have banned myself from DOTA. I think I have to get rid of my laziness too. Just too lazy
WHo can help?
Recently,many things happen la Especially my class....
GOt animal,small gas la,no gas la,too gas la,emo, and bla bla bla...
DUno how to help myself out,just crowded with matters of problem that are 10X times tougher than Additional Mathematics...
She has been a big factor for me to improve myself but since she like that,I felt like I have been abandoned and neglect of encouragement.... Only her voice has the power to move me up but now I damm Ngong Hem ady....
Why can't she help me up this time....I very tired of being a clown around everyone
Especially when I wear a mask to move around. Just not myself
