I have been quite
frustrating on what is going on around me.Well,last 2 or 3 weeks,there was a boy came to get a signature from the seniors who were my classmates.He tried hard to get their signature but he failed.So I began to help him out by assisting him in some jokes.Everyone had the
laughter including him.Then I spotted out something,
his zip had not reached to the junction yet.So,I took everyone attention to look on it.He also laughed with us and zip it back and I thought of another thing which is a big rude la but never thot he will take it so seriously.I said out that his
bird bird too big until cant
fit the cage.He took a dictionary and hit me.I gave him a lecture and he managed to get the signatures with tears from his eyes.After few days,we met in canteen and we
apologized to each other.
It was nothing big deal.But then,today...
HIS
MOM CAME AND TALKED TO PN.GAN ABOUT THIS CASE,stubborn
a case which has been stopped and now his mother came and give Pn.Gan a DAMM.I duno whether I will survive for tomolo assembly ground or not.
This wasn't the thing I worried most but the biggest problem that I facing now is between me and someone..The longer we took,the deeper the misunderstading go.I duno what to do.It started up when she said that if I was interested in the game she managing,
PLz step down and give opportunity to someone else to play.I am curious about the game but never thot of leaving the game.Then,from that day onwards,we have not spoken for a long long time.....
She was the one who was in fault and never apologized to me and waiting for me to talk with her?
Think for a while,am I wrong?
I am still waiting for the answer.
I have been very tolerate with her until
my limit has over and over again................
I duno what should I do to correct this situation...
And today,I heard another story,she saying that I am cold-blooded
NOw,
I am much more speechless nowSomeone has make the situation into a bigger problem
I really dun hope our relationship will collapse just because of this matter.

The face of frustation

Thinking deeply about what has happened

THe sad face of me
what we could have been, 7:48 PM.
I am a die heart fan's of Naruto.I have been catching the series since the first episode.Basically,I learn a lot of things from him.From childhood until adulthood,I much like him.People won't respect me and I am playful.
I try quite my very best in order to be the Perfect me.

Naruto Growing stage
Naruto has his best pal which is Sasuke who turned into the dark side trying to get more power when he saw Naruto is much stronger then him.Naruto never give up to bring him back to Konoha City as he believe nothing will change Sasuke mind to be an EVIL...

Serious faces
Naruto was loved by Hinata but Naruto has not notice that yet coz he is blur.I hope the ending where both of them will be together..Hinata is kind,sweet and gorgeous.She always try her best to get attention from Naruto and everytime Naruto get close to her.her face will turn very red and sometimes collapse...

Both Hinata and Naruto sweet moment
When time to get serious,Naruto will try his very best in order to fulfil his task.He will never give up until the very end.He is stubborn sometimes but when time to get very serious,he will have the best solutionm to overcome it....

Serious time
When everything is normal,he will return to Konoha to seek for his love one

Another sweet moment
Naruto has a lot of friends in all over the place he went tru.He always seek light from darkness and bring those evil to the good side..All his friends willing to give him a hand when he needed help.So do my friends
The friends he has
I learn really a lot from Naruto the anime.
I wanted to be as tough as him
Never give up in any situation
Always give his best shot in everything
Never be the weak one
Always overcome his weaknesses
Trying his best to seek his love one
And last but not least
My favourite sentence from him
Once I promise,I never take it back and I will fulfil it
It is a promise of a life time
Well,I hold every of my promises
So,I will quit dota when I reached lvl 16
That is a promise until I finish my STPM....
what we could have been, 9:11 PM.
Well we have a lot of hugs and different hugs bring different meaning.For example,the picture below shows a couple hug.Isn't sweet?After a couple hug,I guess many things can be settle down.A hug will relax u and ur mate along...A couple hug doesn't need anyone to talk.A silent hug can bring sweet moment to both parties.

Couple HUg
Brother's HUGThis is a
brother hug where we treat each other as a family member.Never betray them or backstab them.I don't think that friendship will fade away although we won't be so close in the future coz we did a lot of stuffs together.What we did?
Well,there are too many to list down but the number one spot is of course the time we had during the Form 5.Too many stories,stocks,activities,raping,talking and much much more that we did together.
Raping Su Loy is our best moment and we won't be sick of raping him and I don't have an answer for u why we raped him so much....
***********************************************************************
Right now,I need a hug.A hug where I can settle down all my problems.I hope I can have couple hug but it is not going to be true.If that person can come and hug me,of coz one sky already lighten up....
A brother hug?
Erm,I don't know whether I can get a brother who can give me that hug because this hug is sensitve.Different ppl,different mood.I want to sit down,have a chat with my brothers and have a cup of tea.
what we could have been, 12:53 AM.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
To say the truth
I am a very soft-hearted guyI am someone who cannot hold a hatred to my good fren
I just can't let that person to disappear in my life
Is it good or bad?
OR I just
stupid??
I have no idea
Feel like I am so
useless right now
I hope that my sincere action will bring some good luck to me
I do hope
miracle if it is possible to happen
Tomolo, I will have my
Form 5,INtergration examWell,it is to revise b4 we start our lesson on intergration
And I am just 35% tru it
Have to work harder
what we could have been, 10:33 PM.
Time passes so fast
As I mention b4,another week had passed
Well,right now
I am facing a a major problem which is very disturbing me
For 18 years
I have never been so angry on my friend
and that is someone I quite
treasure a lot
If I considered u as my friend,I bet that I respect u
and you should respect me
I
trusted you so much and u give me that kind of shyt?
I have been very tolerate to you since the day I met you
I never try to harm you or play a big prank on you
As you see,I don't really like to argue or fight with my friendI like peace very much
And you keep pushing me to the end of a mountain
Trying to kill me?
I dunno what I did wrongly
I know my slang to speak is rough and like I am not trusted
But,I can tell you that I didnt meant it to be
and my voice is born like that
I am weak but never
underestimate me
I might eat u instead
Libra guys are definitely troublesome and deadly
Especially myself
If I can't get the thing I want
I rather to suicide with you where both party injured
I tried to be
friendlyacting cool although I am not
Try to be foolish just to make u happybut,it doesn't satisfy me
COz,you are hiding something from me
Come on
I am easily touched and soft hearted
I am not so
cruelBUt I really got hurt when you said that to me
others is ok but YOU said that to me
just very disappointed on your words
I am too frust
And I really need a break
what we could have been, 7:04 PM.
In a blink of an eye,it had reached month of April and the mid term exam is very near and as well as the STPM.
U can feel those tension badly in ur heart.For me,I am still in my imaginary world,still doin nth in my daily life.The time passes so fast and is not reversible.I try to release the stress in sports but my mom just don't agree with mean told me is a waste of time.I don't like to die study coz that is just not my stlye.I prefer to balance up my studies and sports.As my mother don't let me out for sports with my friend,what else I can do besides on9 and gaming with my friends?
The answer is
nothingI don't like to study in hot day nor crowded area.This kind of situation will give u a lots of tension.
why?I'll explain to u Y.
The hot weather or crowded area has a lot of negative charges and everyday we woke up,we are charged with negative ion.So,when u closer to the positive ions,they will be attracted to u and therefore,U will feel more tension.Once a person who is unable to sleep at night coz of stress or tension,U can try this.
Lay on the floor for a couple of minutes.Our earth is negative ion rich,so they will attract the positive charges from our body to the earth.
what we could have been, 2:50 PM.
This week is a bit strange for me
Didnt emo,and keep zat ppl
However,I also duno what am I doing
Whole week did not study at all
just drama-ing
And last Thursday,we went to Alam Shah Forest to attend a Astronomy Day
Where Galileo Galilee anniversary for 400 years
Just wondering almost all the time
Yesterday went to PC Fair to buy ink and mouse
met up with my brothers
walk for a day
then not much happen
Today went to tuition
Is my second class for Chemistry
Ate with my classmates in a shop
POnteng Ching Ming today
coz,study first
Recently,I got a lot of feedback from many ppl
And those are
negative feedbackIs it I change or the ppl change?
Boring life
no light is seen
what we could have been, 9:08 PM.
This is called 50 first reactions... Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it!1. Beer: Yum Sing
2. Food:eat non-stop
3. Relationships: Single
4. Crush: there is someone ..
5. Power Rangers: Tommy
6. Life: there will be good and bad day
7. The President: Jason Ng
8. Yummy: chao HAI
9. Cars: BMW
10. Movie: my movie?
11. Halloween: Frankenstein
12. Sex: Shiock gua,when i try it,I tell u
13. Religion: Chinese
14. Hate: Backstabber
15. Fear: Fearless Ryan
16. Marriage: an unforgettable event
17. Blondes:
18. Slippers: Asadi,PANGKOR TRIP
19. Shoes: My Everlast
20. Asians: I am one of them
21. Past time: dun want to rmb it
22. One night stand: dun wan that gua
23. My cell phone: K750i with 2 years old age
24. Smoke: Marlboro
25. Fantasy: my dream
26. College: none
27. High school Life: Morianz! and Morianz!
28. Pajamas: naked ..
29. Stars: yesterday went to watch them tru telescope,so much cool
30. Center: middle
31. Alcohol: andrew lee
32. The word love: i want one of it
33. Friends: without them,I am dead
34. Money: I want more
35. Heartache: apa ni?
36. Time: running out
37. Divorce: not a happy ending
38. Dogs: HAk gou,WOW,someone leh
39. Undies: ...
40. Parents: love me a lot
41. Babies: 3?
42. Ex:MOrianz!
43. Song: quite song geh
44. Color: blue and red
45. Weddings: most ying
46. Pizza: Hut
47. Hangout: TS ..
48. Rest: Sleep
49. Goal: Celebration ..
50. Inspiration: I will never take back my words
Won't tag anyone ... To SZeTo and Joel,this is the real tag,sorry
what we could have been, 9:51 PM.
Today is non other than my grandma burfday.It was her 70th burfday and we celebrated at the restaurant near South City Plaza.That day was raining heavily and everyone got stuck in the heavy traffic jam.When everyone reached,the restaurant was almost fulled and luckily we had booked the tables before we came.Everyone was so excited to have gatherred together

My popo

My little cousins

My uncle and aunt who waited patiently for the cake

the cheese cake

At last,my uncle got a lighter to light up the candle
I wish that my popo cheung meng Bak Sui,sum tai gin hong.All the best POPO
what we could have been, 4:37 PM.
TAGGED BY JOEL WONGThis is called 50 first reactions... Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it!
1.I have a unique nickname which is Smith
2.I like to sing and sing and sing
3.I am using K750i for 2years
4.I sneeze a lot,damm it
5.Joel is my brother forever
6.Yew Son is my another brother forever
7.Sze To is my another another brother forever
8.Wai Kien is my another another another brother forever
9.I like to be sporty
10.I am so called MAN
11.Jersey with the name MAN too
12.I will die without football
13.I will be the wealthy guy in future
14.This number was wore by Alan Smith in Manchester United
15.I am a Manu fans
16.I love my family
17.This number is now wore by Alan Smith in Newcastle
18.I am a die heart fans of Alan Smith
19.I have potential in badminton
20.I have nothing to worry when I am with my buddies
21.When they are in emergency,I would like to be there first
22.I hate to be order around
23.I am a Morianz
24.I am born to be the species where everyone fears
25.I am a good friend
26.I make a trust,I will fulfill it
27.I will sms each and everyday
28.This is my first time to be a captain in a sport house
29.I really want to score well in my exams
30.I would like to stop DOTA now in order to concentrate in my studies
31.when I emo,I show on my face
32.I hate when someone backstab me
33.I don't like to hard girls
34.I would like to grow until 183cm height
35.I like to keep my hair long,but I like short hair as it is easily dry
36.I like to blow water with common sense
37.I am not good in expressing my feelings
38.I am shy guy??(hate to admit it)
39.I love to be with be her
40.I love someone so deeply
41.Too bad,I am not man enough
42.I wanted my family to live in a good condition
43.Seriously,I did not paktoh b4
44.I hate myself
45.I don't like my friends to be sad
46.I hope my friends happy always
47.Once a Morianz,always a Morianz
48.I wish that I can really be with her
49.I want to be a better me
50.Pray for me for a better improvement and I appreciate it,Thx
I would tag
1.Sze To
2.Kai Yunn
3.Marcus
4.Ki Yun
5.Stephy Shim
what we could have been, 10:21 PM.