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Thursday, February 26, 2009, 7:46 PM
26th Feb 2009

I was not in a very good mood this few weeks
Under-stressed
Bullied by someone
without any reinforcement

Was shot indirectly
How am I suppose to overcome this?

Just one good moment with the special one will do

Exam is around the corner
lack of time to study
I need another extra 2hours in everyday
to pump up my bad subjects

Thx for the one who willingly to teach me
I need more example and explaination
So that,I understand more




Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 8:32 PM
28 Feb 2009

Exam will be held next week Wednesday and I am just slightly prepared.Too much tension and worries running inside my head. To let out the stress,I just think back whatever stuffs that I remembered very well.

What else beside the crazy stuffs we did in Morianz!!!

Hmm,flash back time.Here is one..As I still rmb la,Marcus,Cheng Fai,Keng Gein,Kelvin were blowing water.They were too IN to it.Someone brought sweets to class and I think it was Choclair.
They were given by UNknown and ate it.Sze To think out a good prank.We took Kar Heng's eraser(new) and wrapped inside the wrapper.It was like a real sweet.So he gave it to Marcus while others trying to drag his attention.

What happen??

Marcus unwrapped it and ate it sambil laughing.

Boom!!!

Everyone near there was laughing out loud.And Marcus face turned to a green frog and quickly spilit it out.If I am not wrong,I think he bit on it.

It was too LOL until now I still laughing in front of my pc screen!!!

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I found something wrote by Wing Luo caught my attention so I decided to copy and paste here.Sorry for stealing ur "Ban Qun" but I guess he won't be mad at me..

live yr own life and cant u just leave us alone, u might think u r mighty as you are, but can u just go on wit yr life and stay away and we will be very happy with that.

Hardship are meant to be broken and stay together we shall break through. This is just another obstacles in life. I'll come back someday and prove u ppl wrong.




Sunday, February 22, 2009, 11:02 PM
22nd Feb 2009

I dun understand why there is someone who are not smart enough to take the joke I said.Is there a communication problem?I always speak like the way I speak in every year.They just dun get what I trying to deliver and some misunderstood it.

What a fool to say

I dun have any intention to make u angry.I just try to make the environment to be more fun.If I do really scold,u die 10times also not enough.I just dun wan to be so mean and show u all unless u ask for it...

I just very lost with u guys.I dunno how to continue the path if u all still give me this kind of face.I am warning you!!




10:20 PM
21st Feb 2009

This is the last Saturday where I will have my last cross-country.It is the 7th times I have it in Tasik Permaisuri. Erm,I guess our memories will stick here.I will flash back one place..

The pool

Used to be full of water and turtle

Well,what had we done last times?Many stuffs.As I remembered,we took Andrew's phone to record something and do a lot of stuffs.We had our laughter back there.We joked and walked around the lake everytime b4 the event start.

Let's back to the main topic.The event started with kelas 3 then kelas 2 then kelas 1.Each year,I sure pancit when I left 1km away.This year is different,I didnt expect myself to get the Top 30.HAHA,just lucky and didn't pancit la.I was quite happy but no medal was given.After that,we went to eat in Pizza Hut..B4 that,we waited for the bus for half an hour =_=
.
Xin Yi and Li Yin

Heng Yen and Kuen Yong

Fleming and Pooi Sze

We reached Pizza Hut and stayed for 2hours.We joked and played some games...

Everyone in the Pizza Hut




Thursday, February 19, 2009, 4:26 PM
25th Feb 2009

Recently,not really in the mood.Feel like dying now.Whatever I do,I like stepping on someone's tail.In school,in house even with my best best friend that I thot that we are brothers forever.I dunno la

Like everyone my fault.Exam is held on next week and I have to work hard this week.Of coz I will reject all sort of activities and then,someone called me to go to watch movie...

I said I am having exam next week and sort of busy with the extra classes.Then,he replied me a msg like not very song with me.What should I do?
Go for that movie and neglect my revision?
If I failed my exam,then who should I blame?
U?
To tell the truth,if this year I didn't score a better result,the chances for me to work outside is 99% I am quite stress about this matter.I want to further my studies and not to work early.

As a friend and a very good friend of mine,u should support me and respect the decision of mine.I know that we didn't meet in a long period but it is not the excuse I am goin to use to avoid revision.

IN my class,like no hope ady.Many stuffs that make me angry but I just didn't tell u that I am not happy with it.I just want to go along with it just to respect someone.IF some of them go beyond the limits,I will start shooting especially one of the girl.Everyone has an eye on her....

I really need to relax after exam or else,I will be some sort like frankenStein !!!




Tuesday, February 17, 2009, 10:17 PM
Tagged by Wai Kien

1. The person who tagged you is
Choo Wai Kien

2. Your relationship with him/her is
classmate,brothers, good friend

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
talkative,short,sprinter, Left loudspeaker,noisy

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Did he?can't recall XD

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
We are Morianz

6. If he/she become your lover you will
can't imagine that since we shared stocks for a year XD

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
his mother tongue

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will
Will he?I am afraid no one dare to be my enemy after they know me well

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
no reason

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
erm,help him to increase his height(not to oppose u la)

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
gentleman

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
too noisy,just too noisy,knowledgeable

13. The characters you love of yourself are
knowledgeable

14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself are
I am weak in love matter

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
I am already an ideal guy

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them.
I appreciate what we go tru and I would like to go on with it

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.

1. MaN Xi
2. szeto
3. melvin
4. joel
5. marcus
6. yew son
7. kah hui
8. kar hoe
9. Kai Yunn
10. Karheng

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
OMg,he has too many to list out(too suai liao)

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
female

If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?
yea

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
TARC IT and business stuff

22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?
during CNy in Kel's house

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
lol BB's band?

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
me la and a big sis too

25. Will you woo no. 3?
he's a guy for god sake

26. How about no. 7?
he is not suitable for me

27. Is no. 4 single?
he is taken

28. What is the surname of no.5?
toh.

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
Holy bible

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
x kenal

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
TARC

32. Talk something casually about no. 1
stubborn child

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
unless I go for transsexual operation

34. Where does no. 9 live at?
Near OUG there

35. What colour does no.4 like?
when I become his gf first i reply u

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
nothing to do with

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
the blind one will tell that

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
what else beside sms-ing with his bunch of gf's




6:44 PM
17th Feb 2009

TO be honest,I am still the Smith Shim which have this weird penyakit.Still remember what is it?
It was the penyakit ketawa where you guys gave it to me.This weird disease is still active in my daily school life.When will it happen?

Erm,during MUET and PA lesson where sometimes,the laughter suddenly exploded.As I recalled,the most serious case was during sejarah period where Mr.Uthaya was teaching.I dunno why Yew Son gave me a weird smile and I bursted out of laughter.What happen next?OF coz,my fellow classmates will join along

UNtil,he had to get a rotan from the discipline room.It was very hard to control when I am laughing.Wondering Y....

Well,it is so good that we could stay longer,meeting up each and everyday.Coz,for me,it was the very best moment that I ever had.We broke the school rules,challenged the prefects and even TEACHERS.Last but not least,

WE OFFERED STOCKS

Sometimes,when I was bored in school or my house,I will flash back about the things we did.It was kinda cool or sarcastic.Therefore,there is no doubt that we are Morianz

Once a Morianz,always a Morianz





Sunday, February 15, 2009, 10:59 PM
15th Feb 2009

Exam is around the corner.Many things that I have not study and yet not to be understand....

Sometimes,I feel like I much likely a useless guy who cant even finish a task properly.I try very hard to finish it but I just could not.I have to use some reference to do my homework.I can't even remember the formulas and most probably is the Chemistry...

Well,to be honest,I dun even like a single chapter in Chemistry.I just dunno why.I can't even get myself to study chemistry properly.I try to put my effort on it but it does not pay off.So,I am much likely giving up Chemistry.Even I can't find anyone to teach me Chemistry.Plz,don't call me to find Pn.Chan.Not to say she is not good but she gave us some kind of weird chakra which a creepy feeling from her.

Just scary...

I am not criticizing Pn.Chan but I am just a useless guy.

Even I find myself not very good in Maths nowadays.I used to be not to listen to teacher teaching in front and when I dun understand, I had Chee Hoong beside me and willing to teach me one by one and the result pay off.I score A1 for him,HAHA(very thank you for him for spending time for me)I owe him one..

Now,almost each subject I have to do it all by myself..

During Form 5,I have a bunch of friends who can sit down thinking out the solution together.Maybe we go to the weaker one to help him out and Everyone is doin great.We,with the strong bond and most likely stronger then metallic bond.I really miss the class in Form 5.....

Jokes we had,bad times,good times and sweet memories are all kept in my heart in a special place.Now,I can only count on myself coz I dunno why,our bond in current class is not that strong...Some is selfish,some is too cool,some too quiet,some too weird,some who u asked then was like not willing to teach.

IS this some kind of attitude u show to ur fren?
I treat them as my brothers and sisters but they give me this kind of shit?
Dun get me that piss off.I know I had mentioned this many times but I had not burst out once.I really can be 100% more worst then Mr.Thong.Just dun wan to be that kind of crazy man.It will be very disaster coz I am those who suicide type.I can shout on everyone that I dun like....

Patient!!!!

How to find the one who can help me?
I really need a god here to get me out from this problem.I am very afraid now. Each and everyday,STPM is nearer and nearer.I am most like to be scared of chemistry.I have work very hard on PHys and Maths.At least I try!!!




Saturday, February 14, 2009, 1:20 PM
14 Feb 2009

Well,it will be a big day for everyone who has a partner to love,share thoughts,lay on shoulder when u unhappy,to charm with and many more.

It is Valentine Day.....

More or less,they are going to celebrate outside rather in house?

Y?

Coz,it happen once a year and we should treasure it well.

Like myself,being single. have to hide in home rather from suffering outside watching people holding hand to hand...

Hope that everyone has a great moment outside and those who is still single,work harder.




Saturday, February 7, 2009, 9:27 PM

I would like to give 1000smiles for u
you take one to use
and keep the other 999 below your pillow
so that when you unhappy,u can take one
to use it on your face
Just hoping that each and everyday
I can see u smiling
which makes me feel happy

I love you....




Sunday, February 1, 2009, 2:37 PM
29th and 30th January 2009

Went to BAI NIN at POoi Sze house at 1pm.Won a few RINGGIT there.
Everyone left her house at 4pm and I forgotten to take pictures.
Went to find Yew Son at 4 something and have a chat there...Then Wing Yip phoned me to go his house to gamble.THere I go again.Decided to overnight in someone house.Eric so lucky enough to be selected by me!!!!

Reached Wing Yip's house and ate dinner with his family.Waited for 2hours and some other friends arrived.Start gamble a bit at his house as Seng Hang was not at home yet.As he reached his home,he called us to move to his house...

Gamble till midnight and a lot of chit-chat was done there....
Went to overnight at Eric house..

Forgotten to take picture on the first day

30Th Jan

Woke up at 10am and played with Eric's comp.HE woke at 12pm and we played DOTA.By 1pm,Wing Yip asked us to have lunch.

Seng Hang came and fetched us to UO there to eat.During the lunch,heavy rain strike...
FInished our lunch and run to the car.BOdy was wet entirely....

Continued to dota and night,we have to go to Kelvin's house Bai Nin...
Eric went to fetch Kenneth and drove me back to my house to get me a change and some clothes to overnight...
For him,the way to my house was adventurous but for me is normal la.

Then,arrived at Kel' house and eat and gamble a bit.Met some of the old friends..




Later,went to Andrew's house overnight as Eric and others went to clubbing.Reached his house and met his brothers watching naruto movie.Went to have bath and wait till 1.30am as Manu vs Everton match live...

Bad luck strucked.After my bath,we went downstairs,then to living room.I was walking to the window and Andrew called me and I continued to walk while looking to him behind

DOOM!!!Guess what?

I falled into his fish pool.
SO LOL
WHole body was wet.
He gave me his shirt and I changed it.Later,went to sleep as both of us were too tired.Next day,Manu won 1-0 against Everton where Ronaldo scored by penalty...

The scene




2:20 PM
27th January 2009

Woke up in the early morning and get ready to move back to IPoh to Bai Nin.We started our journey at 8am.We stopped by the Sg.Buloh bridge there to have a slight breakfast.We continued and then it happen.The car broke down in kilometre 392.3 near Behrang.There was a motorcyclist who claimed himself as a "forman".He asked for Rm30 as his payout and another Rm30 for buying the bearing which he said that it was jammed and spoilt.He left his wife and daughter on the road with us and waited for an hour.Damm freaking hot and he was driven to us by another motorcyclist.

The car and the weather there

HE said that his motor tyre pancit on the way.So he started to fix the thingy.Waited another 30minutes but he cant take out that ring thing on the wheel.....
HE said another thing spoilt so he said better buy a replacement for it.He asked for another RM40 and argued with my dad for a moment.My mom say nvm,just give him.This time,he brought his wife along when he called another tow man to fetch them.He went across the highway and left.As expected,he never returned...
We are so dead.



Waited from 8am to 3pm.Then another tow man arrived and said that was a cheater.He took us to Tg.Malim and waited till 4pm.

U know what,the workshop there said that the whole thing was down so you have to change the whole thing which needed Rm1400.Where can we find that much of money?

Bengong there for another hour.We called our BIu uncle who live at Bidor who is a Forman too.Another hour passed and he arrived.HE said that that thing have to change but not as expensive as he said.

Running out of options,so the car was towed back to KL to be fix.Our uncle was so kind and he drove us back to Ipoh.

So wai dai,,ALIGATO

Reached around 8pm and we went to eat roasted pork....SO tired



My cousin brother


The next day,we started to gamble....I was taught to play LAMI and MAHJONG.

ALIGATO COUSINS