Being away for almost a month plus and I didnt even write anything for my burfday too
paiseh paiseh
The reason I blog here today is because this Saturday is my MUET examination
and I have not prepare for it MAN
let's get back to the point


Exam is very very near.To countdown for STPM,I have 18 days left for my first paper and 27 days to wait to go for my FUTSAL
I really can't wait to go out,futsal,blow water and every stuffs we always do

But currently,I am so stress up about the formulas,thecnique,theories and all stuff that I have to memorize.



The more I hope,the more suffer I get,
The more u want,the more u cannot get
This is the world which is not fair and square
U always try your best but ended up JAM

Very depressed now,I prefer to study at school rather than at home.In school,at least someone teach me and I can have a joke or two.But if I study in my room,I just look at my computer enough already,the comp will suddenly switch on and you don't even know when it was on.SO scary~~~

To all my Form 6 friends,eventhough I did not wish you in school,it doesn't mean that I am not sincere or I am selfish but it always come from my heart which is pure.

Good Luck everyone!!!

It has been very very long that I did not update my blog.As Su Xian said,we can see spider web ady....

Right what has happen lately?
Let's see

First of all,my comp spoilt for 1 whole month and I manage to study and not touching the comp at all..
Then my TRIAL exam started and I did badly again...
Next,one week of holidays for Hari Raya Puasa and now I am using some time to write something on here...

STPM is getting very near and I have around 60 more days if I not mistaken.I still not using the full potential of my days to study and I feeling that I am so IDIOT..

Have to spend more time on study la.How am I going to force myself to study again?Spoilt my comp for the second round?Nah,it cost $$

Well,I am here to post something to remind me and also my friends...

As you know,we are taking STPM is to score better and to get into a better University.If you are still playing around and not studying,how are you suppose to get the U u wanted to?You have decided to take on the path and now u have to continue to it,Work hard,study hard,put effort into it,Although u might not score well but at least u have try ur best!!!!

There is one superb good news for me.I have not been passing my maths subject since lower six till now,and this is a small short test that has been given to us..


I passed the exam but what's more is I score an A minus.OMG OMG OMG..I damm freaking happy ady.So,nothing is impossible if I really study.



I got a sentence spoken by The Rock in a baseball movie..He told his team


There is one in the world would like to be a loser.What I want you all to do now is,get out there and kick some asses

So,I guess I should put effort on whatever I am goin to do,as there is nothing is impossible!!

Recently,many things happen
I wasn't that happy either

I was suffering from a bad dream to another bad dream
I wish so hard for it to end and it lasted for 2months maybe


I tried most of the ways to let go of my bad feelings.What I did?
-I played badminton
-I scold people
-I act very cool
-I do stupid stuffs
-I shout and act like Tau Juan
-I avoid people from coming near to me

See,I am so crazy with the lame things.I went to disturb my classmates and even get scolded.I just need some good scolding that can wake me up

What I face seriously was the friendship matter
I was having a very bad relationship with almost all my close friends in class
Lame huh?
I am almost 19years old and complain bout this thing but I really can't stand it ma.For 2months I have been suffering on this.I really need someone that I trusted to talk with but I dunno what kind of misunderstanding and made us out blind-folded and can't think properly.So I let the wise one to decide what to do.

THE TIME

One second by another second passed and never stop.I worked hard to secured something.Luckily I met someone who willing to listen and help me out.I just keep talking and ask this and that.This person i should call PERSON A who I really need to hug,I meant a good freaking strong hug to this PERSON A.It generates out a weird relationship and I really dunno how to describe it.Erm,I think I should not tell much about it.Let's remain a secret....

Erm,STPM is very near and yet,I am still not very serious on my studies.I really started to study a little by little,10%?Hope that will increase to 87% after I enjoy all my stuffs but time is really not allowing me to do so..

I really hope that I can understand more what Pn.Chan is teaching me and giving more attention to my group as she concentrate a lot on the other group which neglected us....

I hope Mr.Thong will continue his rubbish which I consider very useful for me to fire up my speed.

I hope Ms.Yap will ask me more questions and willing to help me out.

I hope Pn.Mazlini will still sayang us like her own children where we feel very warm and safe..

I hope Pn.Wong allow us more to have grouping so that we can discuss MUET(HAHA)

I do hope that all my friends,families will be very fine

I hope the 3 person that having misunderstanding with me would have been closer because I really miss one of them and the Newcomer will not leave me

Can I get what I wanted that much so that I can be happier?
There will always hope and new things occuring so that U feel new

words from the bottom of my heart

To find someone you love a lot is tough
To get her on you is tough
To show her that you can is tough
To be strong is tough

I watch her closely each and everyday
I took a long glance whenever I can
I do whatever that she is not hurt
And being a clown in front of everyone

What I facing now is
stress,stress,more stress,and even more stress
gossips in class are bored and sometimes not so true
An angel shown up and I wanted to neglect it
I'm just too afraid
Can I be the Devil?

As Choo say,STPM is getting nearer and I have to prepare a lot ady.Starting from syllabus from Form 5,revise it back to get basic and go for Form6 syllabus..

Have to work very hard la to get CPGA of 3.2 above in order to get my science field..Maybe I will not updating my blog that usual and goin for study....

I am goin to write a very long post before i goin for my STPM...

Ciaoz

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Smith Shim aged 19years old studying in MBSSKL

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